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Tuesday, February 28, 2017

Post 40.

Time and time again.
Facing the same challenge as often.
Keeping my integrity, at least trying to.
It is absolving to be forced to peel off the layers of my personality.

And a force this disease is.
I have never met anything more overwhelming.

Reinventing myself.

Thursday, February 16, 2017

Post 39.

Don’t look back.
When saying farewell is too painful, don’t look back.
When a goodbye makes you leave a part of you behind, don’t look back.

Going forth is progress. Focusing on the future is constructive. Hope is looking forward. A wish is trying to enter tomorrow.

Striding ahead till there are no more steps left to stride.

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Post 38

It is really something one should learn, to handle disappointment. If you are looking forward to something; don’t consider it as a promise, rather as a likelihood. Don’t be afraid to wish for things, or things to happen. Don’t be afraid to fall. Learn to get up and go again.

Not depending on one’s own ideas.

Wednesday, February 8, 2017

Post 37.

Free will.
Free will has become fictitious for me. Perhaps it is imaginary anyway.

Normally it is restrained between social boundaries.
One can call that conscience. Common sense.
Having a physical barrier in addition makes me think twice about every ambition. It also causes an external confrontation above the internal one.

Reevaluating every need.

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

Post 36.

I am wrong. Wrong to think that everything can be fixed. It is a mistake assuming that if only… then things would be better. Because things will never be the same again. They won’t be like before.

It is not bad. Good to start anew, to reinvent the wheel.
Even though the wheel is a perfect device, it is possible to move forward by other means.
It only needs an invention.

Only. If only.