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Wednesday, October 26, 2016

Time again.
Today is a bubble. Life is happening outside of it.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow invite me to visit. Yesterday pushed me into this day, but this day is almost entirely lost.

I have a lot to look forward to, big changes are on the way. Improvement, a better life, luck, determination, happiness, love surround me and fill me.

Waiting for better days.


Sunday, October 23, 2016

On the road.
It felt like home, being on the go.
In between places I wasn’t confronted with not belonging.

Now I am like a plant, rooted deeply.
In my head I’m loose, inside I’m feeling unbound.

Virtually free.



Friday, October 21, 2016

Age.
Aging took me by surprise. I wasn’t prepared to grow old. Like a hit and run; but it doesn’t run, it stays with me.

I’m not sure if this feeling has to do with becoming older, maybe it is brought about by being ill.
I don’t feel oldish. And I don’t mind ripening.

I’m beginning to understand that every person is entitled to their own evolution. I was fond of the idea of sharing my experience.
Of my children going further from the point I’ve reached. But it doesn’t work that way; everyone needs to reinvent the wheel.


Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Past.
Looking back is sweet. Even the bad things are part of me. As if I have had many lives, each adding a distinctive aspect to the one I’m living.

Spent time is a companion for what is yet to come.
The unknown, but not uncertain.


Monday, October 3, 2016

Hope.
Hope is a funny thing. It is granted to aspire fulfillment. To stay close to reality one can alter desire, fine-tune expectations.

What about downfall? When the blow comes?
How do you protect yourself against setbacks?

Trying to confide in optimism. Pursuing happiness.